Life..

Past few months, in particular last week, was very trying time for me. Albeit the smiles and jokes, things were always going wrong one way or the other. I always wonder if I am a dragon, coz people say that this year is a good year for dragons, but things seem to go the other way round. I know of many friends who lost their next of kin this year, and most of them are dragons. I have luck on my side, that has not happened to me. Perhaps I should think what the bug told me to.. that things could've been worse had it not been a good year. Last year was a bad year for dragons, but things seemed to be so much better. Wonder if what they say about zodiacs have any truth in them.
Sometimes I wonder, if any of the things that I think are bad now, will be things that I'd do in future. Years ago, I would tell people off for drinking too much coffee. Now I'm a coffee addict. Life used to be so much more relationship based back when I was computer illiterate. Now I'm a pc geek who spends hours looking at the screen and running multiple blogs. Back then, drinking tea meant spending quality time with friends sharing about experiences, now tea sessions meant nothing but hours of talking cock. Friends then were brothers, friends now feel more like temporary company.
I guess my priorities are all wrong. Where I'm supposed to live the life I want, I'm living the life others want me to. Where I'm supposed to plan my future, others move it away. Maybe spending some time every day reflecting on what I want and where I want to be is what I need. Or maybe my encounters have made me a little mentally unstable. Hope no one has to visit me at IMH anytime soon...hehe..

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Uncle...always look on the bright side of life! We may not be able to take into control what is going on, we can only change the way we see things. there's no use harping over something, keep thinking how much more unfortunate u can get when what happened has already happened. i've heard somewhere that coffee has anti-oxidents, might not be that bad. talking cock may be the new way of communication, so always listen between the lines. IMH may be a place of leisure and rest, where u can enjoy peace and quiet...so do let me know if u ever stay there..i'll do my part as a friend and pay u a visit. and take it as a chance to enjoy some peace and quiet for maybe 30mins?

Cheer up! life's like that....

adriantai said...

u r an uncle?!? :)

Phenom said...

Anonymous...oih, put initial la... although I can roughly guess who u r... but after guess wrong, think is boss go and hug boss how? hehehe...
I remember a friend telling me that once u have tons of bad stuff happening, the next thing that happens has to be good.. so, I'll keep my fingers crossed, write my name at the back of the toto ticket and wait for collection of my $600,000 toto prize!

Phenom said...

Atai.. long ago le... my sis got 2 kids remember?

Anonymous said...

Think its not difficult to guess since not many people calls you uncle besides you nieces or nephews. but its not important, if u really think its ur boss then go ahead and hug him/her lor..haha..

Phenom said...

On the contrary...NO ONE ELSE CALLS ME UNCLE!!!...so that only leaves one person.. say somemore I eat ur shorts..