Met a good friend today during a company event. Though for a short while, sometimes just chatting a little and getting to know how things are, is just heartwarming. Hope his new place bodes him well. It's great to know that some friends are really worth having. :)


It's been like ages since I've had a nightmare. Woke up shouting and can vaguely remember what I was dreaming of. There were like 2 friends sitting down on a table with me when one of them's face started to crumble. I stood up and placed a hand facing it, and started praying incantations as hard as I can. After a while of trying and not succeeding in fending off the ghost, I woke up.
Like what people say, what you dream may not manifest itself the same way as what the dream means. Dreaming of a devil might signify fortune.
This is what one of the sources say:

To see your own ghost in your dream, symbolizes aspects of yourself that you fear. This may involve a painful memory, guilt, or some repressed thoughts. Or you may be afraid of death and dying. Alternatively, ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghosts wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.

To see the ghost of a living relative or friend in your dream, signifies that you are in danger of malice acts by that person.

To see the ghost of a dead friend/relative in your dream, suggests guilt and regrets concerning the past relationships with that particular person.

Aizen's zanpaktou has the same name as Nura's technique... mirror flower water moon (kyoka suigetsu)

The others try to see it and inside Rikuo’s mind both his night form and day form become one just as Tamazuki grabs him to land the final blow, yet Rikuo says the same thing Gyuuki had talked about and slips out of his grasp. Tamazuki then swings his blade only for it to go right through Rikuo each time as he uses a new technique of his, Kyoka Suigetsu, with this he evades his last strike and in telling him how he only needs to surpass himself he cuts him down, releasing all of the hatred within the Maou’s Hammer.

Windows Blue Screen of Death!!

Oh no!! Kana e windows blue screen of death!!

Total defense!!

Went to work early in the morning.. had bf... and when I got to the office, there was a complaint waiting for me, some jiao comments on some letter sent in to address, a few leaves to approve, some bill to chase, an email from the big boss asking for audience, someone asking for me to help vet an appeal, a system problem to address on some ops thing, request for info from the boss, a course to postpone, some reports to vet and approve etc etc all at one go!! The boss comes out and passes me 2 papers, a buddy comes over with an appraisal, and finally after everything is done and complete, had some time to have a nice lunch.

I was thinking of clearing the audience in the afternoon, but ended up bringing the team to site. Spent quite a number of hours under the hot sun, and I totally forgot I was having diarrhoea and a slight fever. Perhaps the hectic day took my mind off things so much, that it didn't feel like I wasn't feeling well at all!!

Oh well, I guess it's all just part of a days work, and I get to get a good nights sleep. It's really nice though, when everyone asks me how my work is, and I always tell them I am too free and there's totally nothing to do. Wahaha, priceless!

Sometimes... I just feel like these...

What lies ahead...

Having a throbbing headache after today's forum. Have been telling myself to be calm and patient, but I guess I let things get the better of me again. Seriously think its time for a change. Having a headache, yet still push myself to look at my resume again. Hopefully tomorrows papers would have some better opportunities. Wish me luck!! Perhaps that's the only way I can go far far away from those people who keep making my life a living hell. Pray for me ya!! Haha!

More Cyanide and Happiness..