Strive...

Past few weeks have been quite trying... a lot of things have happened and I have been quite stormed with events and happenings.

Firstly, I got to attend classes on mondays, wednesdays and saturdays. It's draining to go for a refresher course on what you have learned 13 years ago and try to recollect what you have to already know. Most of the time, I just stare blankly at the screen wondering what the differential equation on the board meant.

The moment I get to work, I have to serve multiple bosses. I now have 2 deputy directors and a division director to report to. The former, my boss, trusts me in getting the job done, but is sadly very biased. The second one, not my boss, trusts me even more to do the job but is not my boss to start with. And !!! he just added me on comm. If it's not enough to have 2 bosses, I have a my division director, which got me to run a couple of committees he chairs. Difficult part is understanding what he wants.

Most of the time, I get to work, have my breakfast, then start feeling a bit lost. Used to have like 3 tea breaks a day, but recently it's been difficult to even squeeze one out. And I used to have problems sleeping. Now, I just get back, bath, hit the bed and I'm gone.

Add that with whatever's left of my personal life, friends, family, and others, and I think I am feeling the toll.

But no worries, I am not the type that would give up easily. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? So, do be patient with me and I hope I can be a better friend, family and everything else that I am to you.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey..jiayou ya!!...tkl

BryAnime said...

You'll be able to make a routine out of it eventually.

Anonymous said...

Take it relatively and you are better off than many.

atai said...

heya... take it easy ya...?

well, maybe in the past, you got too little work, so now, to get you back on track (and be on par with others who are hardworking like me), you have to do 3-4x more... heh heh...