Woke up.. Packed up the house.. Was preparing the work clothes when my other half asked.. Why u wake up so early? Today Sunday lei. Damn it, must have been dreaming of work and woke up thinking it was a Monday... Oh well, take it as another days rest.. Heh must really be ageing..
We had an event... and close to the ending, there was some parts of it the left me feeling like I don't belong there or I'm not good enough for them. I looked around and realized, well maybe I'm not the only one feeling that way... or maybe, in an even worse situation, I might in fact be the only one that felt that way!
Just made me realize that I had forgotten that no one is always in a good position. There are times when we are on top, and other times when we are made to feel small. Sometimes it even hits rock bottom, but oh well, that all part of life. If we had had everything on the palm of our hands, then that wont be life. Used to tell myself that there are peaks and throughs... when you are at the bottom, there is no way else to move but up....
But I can't help but wonder what happened to the positive super optimistic me. It's like a part of me had died. Perhaps not having such high expectations of myself, or not beating myself up for things that go wrong would help.
I guess I just have to be happy with whatever I have now...and hopefully life will get better...
The kid in the lift calls you uncle instead of kor kor...
Your white hair can no longer be covered by the black ones....
You wake up in the middle of the night to drink water, and you try to sneak around, but cannot stop the creaking sounds coming from some part of your legs....
You wake up in the middle of the night to drink water and use the toilet...
You suddenly have a Yomeishu on your table...
You start to know the names of medication like zyrtec, fedax, dormicom...
Your past time is to browse all the news on yahoo... and you'd occasionally try to browse all the pictures on the yahoo page by scrolling each and every one of the 70 news they have...
The aircond is suddenly too cold...
You like or start liking bitter gourd and salted fish....
You suddenly like to watch cooking competitions...
Metabolic rate no longer applies to you, and even if you don't eat, you still gain weight....
You know what MASK and STARCOM is...
How many of the above do you have? Well, I have about 12....
Just got this.. See it a lot in variety shows.. So bought it when I saw it on the shelf..
Basically u take turns to put a knife in until the figurine pops out and that's the loser.
Found a sure win trick to it though!!
Watched this show where they have good singers and tone deaf or eum chi singers that stand on the same stage for a guest to guess by elimination till one final singer is left.
This particular one with the nickname 'ulsan naul sniper' was pretty good.
This is the original version, and I must say it is pretty good. But I somehow prefer the sniper version... maybe cause its live?! I dunno.
When the wind blows and shakes up my heart
I think of the past times
And close my two eyes
The silent trembling that passes me by
At that small sound
I open my ears
The growing pieces of life that breathe inside me
When they bump against and pass me by
Then look at that place
Our trust, our love
The eternal promises
If you remember me, then strongly walk forth
Our meets, our separation
The faded memories
If you loved me, then smile
The unfinished memories of life that are inside me
