Battle of San Bi

It was a hard fought battle, as two armies clashed with blood and sweat splashed all over the battle field. Shu, led by Liu Bei, marched valiantly in opposition of the tyrannical Wei. But Wei's forces were bolstered at the battle of San Bi, employing the evil Dong Zhuo as their vanguard.   

After a long day of battle, it finally ended with one warrior at each side. Zhao Yun for Shu, and Cao Pi for Wei. Zhao Yun gave the final blow throwing Cao Pi to the ground. At the end of the battle, Zhao Yun looked around and saw the bloodshed and lost lives of people. The battle was won, but it didn't feel like a victory.  

Ripples in the water..

Stark realities, through the past few weeks, where so many things happen in such a short period of time. Learned a lot about human nature, how people tend to be and what people are like, driven by their sins of pride, greed, envy, sloth. People I thought I knew, who turned out to be nothing but monsters that valued material gains above everything else, people who misuse their positions to get what they want to satisfy their biased needs, people who bite the hand that fed them and let self preservation lead their actions, people who forget how much they got in the past and only remember what they have in the present. I guess sometimes my judgement of character is flawed, that I now regret ever knowing or befriending people like that. Maybe its not a bad thing, maybe it drives me to be more aware of what this world truly is. Of what people really are in essence, some hiding behind others, some running away from everything, others pretending that things are ok and some priding themselves for doing nothing wrong. It's really a dog eat dog world, there are no nice people or good people, only people who make use of you for their benefit at the moment. And at the end of the day, this is the kind of world we live in. Trust no one. Believe in no one. It's a world I have begin to hate. This world we live in.

Jay

Donate-a-can

Just finished packing foodstuff for charity. Feels good helping out. :)

Took my mind off a lot of things for that short moment. :p

Hate you - 2NE1

Just heard this on the radio...catchy... and animated..

Jump 2011!!

Just watched this at Esplanade... funny.. haha..

Thundercats!!

http://anime-media.com/category/thundercats-2011/

Can't believe it... they actually remade Thundercats!! Haha, used to watch it when young... but the new version is really quite cool. Though Mummra has much to be improved on.

Failed attempt at Happy..

Looks so sad.. like why?? Why did u make me?? Why????

Homemade Kon..

And yes... that's a tail...

My Alien is here!!! Hahahaha...

Tired...

So tired. Finished a meeting in the morning, and was going to do some desk work for the remaining part of the day, when a fellow colleague came over and asked if I could help out with an accident site. Ended up spending the next 6 hrs from 11am to 5pm combing a site near Woodlands. We combed quite a bit, but it just felt like there was more we could do.

 

Ended back in the office and left at 6+. Not much appetite to finish up my steamboat and had a cup of extra coffee frappucino ('extra coffee' cost me 80c!!) on the way home. Think I will laze around for a bit and sleep early. Thank God it's a holiday tomorrow.

Wonder...

It feels funny... watching people I know slowly quit and leave the organisation. It's like history repeating itself again and again, only back then, I was one of the earliest to leave, so it spared me the farewells and goodbyes. It took me 6 years to leave, but when I decided to, I just did it. I guess I am not that driven, despite what people tell me, I would've left the company years back if I was. But well, it takes a catalyst to make me budge I guess, and the catalyst is pretty strong.
A lot of friends are leaving, or have already gone. As one put it, "You're not planning to stay here forever are you? I'm thinking like 1 to 2 years, all of us will be gone". It's sad, hearing that another friend might leave. And that more and more people will start to leave, whether we like it or not. If we don't, then the things that follow would be ours to blame and no one elses.

Maybe I'm just too lazy, and maybe I'm just making excuses. But there will be a time when I've had enough, and I hope that time comes soon. Then I can spare myself the suffering and bid others farewell, instead of having to say bye to all the nice people i know.

Gantz sequel... Perfect Answer..

That Man, That Woman...

That Man by Hyun Bin



That Woman by Baek Ji Young

Bali..Sunset at Tanah Lot..

Waa...some of these are reeeallly good..

Corner wif Luv..

They playing Barbie Hsu and Show Luo on TV...so sobby... yawn.. but the song is nice..

Good night world..

Om Nom...

Finally finish all of Toy Box... just before the next expansion.. haha

But got tons more drawings to find...

Yawn 2am... time to call it a night..

Waiting patiently for my alien...

Let's hope its as good as ppl say it is...

Hee... new set for the car..

Sasuke, Kakashi and Killer Bee

Zenonia 3 on iphone!!

For Classic 2D RPG fans, you must try this!! It's free on itunes and it's dem cool!!

Demons...

There are so many evil demons affecting my life. What happened to all the angels?

Pantherlily!

:)

Met a good friend today during a company event. Though for a short while, sometimes just chatting a little and getting to know how things are, is just heartwarming. Hope his new place bodes him well. It's great to know that some friends are really worth having. :)

Nightmare..

It's been like ages since I've had a nightmare. Woke up shouting and can vaguely remember what I was dreaming of. There were like 2 friends sitting down on a table with me when one of them's face started to crumble. I stood up and placed a hand facing it, and started praying incantations as hard as I can. After a while of trying and not succeeding in fending off the ghost, I woke up.
 
Like what people say, what you dream may not manifest itself the same way as what the dream means. Dreaming of a devil might signify fortune.
 
This is what one of the sources say:
 
Ghost

To see your own ghost in your dream, symbolizes aspects of yourself that you fear. This may involve a painful memory, guilt, or some repressed thoughts. Or you may be afraid of death and dying. Alternatively, ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghosts wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.

To see the ghost of a living relative or friend in your dream, signifies that you are in danger of malice acts by that person.

To see the ghost of a dead friend/relative in your dream, suggests guilt and regrets concerning the past relationships with that particular person.

Aizen's zanpaktou has the same name as Nura's technique... mirror flower water moon (kyoka suigetsu)

The others try to see it and inside Rikuo’s mind both his night form and day form become one just as Tamazuki grabs him to land the final blow, yet Rikuo says the same thing Gyuuki had talked about and slips out of his grasp. Tamazuki then swings his blade only for it to go right through Rikuo each time as he uses a new technique of his, Kyoka Suigetsu, with this he evades his last strike and in telling him how he only needs to surpass himself he cuts him down, releasing all of the hatred within the Maou’s Hammer.

Windows Blue Screen of Death!!

Oh no!! Kana e windows blue screen of death!!

我最亲爱的

......

Total defense!!

Went to work early in the morning.. had bf... and when I got to the office, there was a complaint waiting for me, some jiao comments on some letter sent in to address, a few leaves to approve, some bill to chase, an email from the big boss asking for audience, someone asking for me to help vet an appeal, a system problem to address on some ops thing, request for info from the boss, a course to postpone, some reports to vet and approve etc etc all at one go!! The boss comes out and passes me 2 papers, a buddy comes over with an appraisal, and finally after everything is done and complete, had some time to have a nice lunch.

I was thinking of clearing the audience in the afternoon, but ended up bringing the team to site. Spent quite a number of hours under the hot sun, and I totally forgot I was having diarrhoea and a slight fever. Perhaps the hectic day took my mind off things so much, that it didn't feel like I wasn't feeling well at all!!

Oh well, I guess it's all just part of a days work, and I get to get a good nights sleep. It's really nice though, when everyone asks me how my work is, and I always tell them I am too free and there's totally nothing to do. Wahaha, priceless!

Sometimes... I just feel like these...

What lies ahead...

Having a throbbing headache after today's forum. Have been telling myself to be calm and patient, but I guess I let things get the better of me again. Seriously think its time for a change. Having a headache, yet still push myself to look at my resume again. Hopefully tomorrows papers would have some better opportunities. Wish me luck!! Perhaps that's the only way I can go far far away from those people who keep making my life a living hell. Pray for me ya!! Haha!

More Cyanide and Happiness..