Wish...
If I could... I wish I could be..
... less playful... and a lot more serious
... more patient... and learn to have peace of mind
... more disciplined & spend more time improving myself
... less irritating... and be more matured
... more punctual... and be on time
... less emotional... and be less needy
... more quiet... and learn to have control
Feel so inadequately imperfect sometimes....
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Felt so lazy to study today, so started cleaning the house instead. Not bad, managed to mop all the floors and clean the toilets... and the backyard as well.. hee... now rest for a while, dunno what other excuse can use to not study le... haha...
Special Abilities...
Was at a food court today... and the fruit stall aunty was playing this cantonese song... lalala lalalala... and we were arguing over who sang that song. So I whipped out my handphone, called my second sister, who has the uncanny ability of knowing every single cantonese song in the world by heart, and hummed the tune to her... lalala lalalala .. and in 1 second... the word "lui fong" came out!! How my sis does it, is totally beyond me...but somehow, I just knew she would know...haha
Efficient...
Sometimes, when got a lot of work, will feel like it's nagging me to get it completed. But when finish, then everyone will start saying I am dem efficient, dem fast, blah blah. Today another one say I do 1 yr of stuff in one day. And another one say can count on me to do work. Not like can count on me to enjoy, or share food, or go play... but to do work. %$^$#^&&%^
Now, if only I can find my mask, and apply the same enthusiasm at work to my books, then I wont be here typing my blog instead of studying!!!
Journey...
Homemade Ice-Blended Coffee...
Hahahaha.. eh looks terrible, but taste not bad lei... only problem is the ice not blended long enuff..
Tenza Izakaya...
Sounds like some anime character... but its a jap restaurant... ate so much...no wonder i am getting fat.. haha
Charity...
So happy that a friend of mine asked me to help out for a donation drive. Every time I do something like this, it feels more like I am the one being helped instead. I'm really the lazy type that want to do charity but is too lazy to commit to a fixed schedule to do so. So, anytime I can help, it's like a blessing.
Last time they had one, I felt guilty for making people donate more than they initially wanted. Like telling my boss that I would match how much he donated, and getting him all fired up. Sometimes I feel that I would get bad karma for doing that. But oh well, the good karma from helping others should minus out the bad part. It's good to donate to causes that give out food and stuff, and change cash to supermart vouchers. Somehow, you're sure that the money you donate will go to good use. :P
Last time they had one, I felt guilty for making people donate more than they initially wanted. Like telling my boss that I would match how much he donated, and getting him all fired up. Sometimes I feel that I would get bad karma for doing that. But oh well, the good karma from helping others should minus out the bad part. It's good to donate to causes that give out food and stuff, and change cash to supermart vouchers. Somehow, you're sure that the money you donate will go to good use. :P
Crab stock ramen...
So bloated after having this. The crab ramen was so thick, I could hardly drive after the meal. And added with the Ume Shu or Plum Wine (yes yes it's girly alcohol), I had a hard time maneuvering the car back home. Ok, need some time to digest.
Trying..
Finally, I have managed the impossible... to force myself to sit down and start studying. The PE exam is just around the corner... and seriously, having so much in my mind, it's really difficult to concentrate. At least, tonight, I got myself to sit down and cover half of the prestressing syllabus. Though, chances are quite low that it will come out, but either way have to study sooner or later. It's a small milestone, but seriously hope I don't disappoint everyone and fail the exam.
Asked the newbie for help to borrow past year papers. And hopefully, I can sort out the old notes I have kept for over 10 years and decide what i need to study.
Feel that a lot of things are futile, in life, career and everything else. I guess, in this case, at least, for once, I am trying to do something for myself.
Asked the newbie for help to borrow past year papers. And hopefully, I can sort out the old notes I have kept for over 10 years and decide what i need to study.
Feel that a lot of things are futile, in life, career and everything else. I guess, in this case, at least, for once, I am trying to do something for myself.
Liar Game...
Also, hard to believe, but sometimes feel like the girl as well. That sometimes, we put of faith and trust in people, only to have them slap us on the face and say that we're stupid. Although she really is a bit too idiotic.
Just saw drama wiki, got Season 2!!.. but think I'll stop a while. Tiring chasing drama le.
This picture really sums things up...
Neck pain..neck pain!! Get off me! Get off me!!
Eerie.. wahahaha..
Caterpillar...
So many pairs of shoes under my colleague's table! Wonder how many legs she actually has... LOL
Kinderland kids!!
They we're just pure adorable! Saw them at the observance ceremony.. this is the only thing to look forward to when you're there. They made a painting, asked the Guest of Honor to take a picture with them, scolded the Guest of Honor for not holding the painting while taking the picture, and then telling him which part of the painting they drew as they were heading out. I guess only kids can pull that off.
Substitute...
Ghostly Head came over to my cubicle to ask me to attend some observance ceremony on her behalf. Being non-Singaporean, and not wanting to spoil the National Anthem by singing 'Majulah Malaysia' (and subsequently being locked up by ISA), I politely declined. But Ghostly Head reminded me that I would be depriving a small little girl of the presence of her mother attending her performance. Being overwhelmed by guilt, I decided that I would ask Ghostly Head to do something simple before I went for the ceremony. If she kissed the Small Klingon on my left 3 times, I would then attend the ceremony. Her response was "eeeee...duwan, can kiss someone else?". Then Cunning Yami walked past and as usual overheard what we were saying. Being totally nice, I decided to give her a second option. She could kiss Cunning Yami 3 times instead of Small Klingon. Cunning Yami raised his hands willingly but again Ghostly Head said "eeee... duwan, got anymore??" Just as she said that, Water Spectre came back from the toilet (lao sai again). Water Spectre being the same gender as Ghostly Head, would have no problem being kissed by Ghostly Head, so I raised the ante and said "ok, u grab her backside, then I go for the ceremony". Ghostly Head ran to the back and said to Water Spectre "Sorry, I have to do this". Water Spectre and Ghostly Head proceeded to make funny faces pretending that she is being grabbed. Think all the ghosts in my department 'siao' wan. Either way I would have gone. But they probably enjoyed getting me to agree to go rather than actually just getting me to go.Ramblings..
It's a Thursday morning, and I just woke up with a huge migrane. Contemplating if I should go on mc or not, but oh well, if I'm ok enough by 730am, I'll just go to work. Well, it's not really work today, we have some monthly team building session again. Sometimes feel it's an overkill. Too many team building sessions really ironically make everyone have less team spirit. But really don't have the mood for such an event today.
Past few days have been well occupied. Finished quite a number of inspections here and there, and started on my write ups and slides. Everyone seems to be busy with something, and the cubicles are mostly empty. So, having work to do, isn't really that bad. It's feels much better than staying in the office, waiting for break or lunch time. Should schedule all the statement takings next week, to make sure my time is well covered.
Surprisingly, I hardly touched my Starcraft II. Normally, I would haven finished the campaign by now, but I just did like 3-4 missions then stopped. Perhaps I'm too busy with other things, but what other things? I don't really know. Haven't really started studying. My buddies are all rooting for me, but I'm not doing a good job picking up the books. Think I am really gonna fail my PE exam.. haha hope not.
Airbender is out, but rated 1.5 stars only?!!? Seen Sorceror's Apprentice and yes, Ong Bak 3 too. Haha. Dun ask me why I saw that. But one thing I really need to do is refurbish my pinyin book. Its in loose pages now, and needs some serious updating. Perhaps I should take singing or guitar lessons too. Hmm.. hahaha exam also never study wanna go take lessons... faint..
Past few days have been well occupied. Finished quite a number of inspections here and there, and started on my write ups and slides. Everyone seems to be busy with something, and the cubicles are mostly empty. So, having work to do, isn't really that bad. It's feels much better than staying in the office, waiting for break or lunch time. Should schedule all the statement takings next week, to make sure my time is well covered.
Surprisingly, I hardly touched my Starcraft II. Normally, I would haven finished the campaign by now, but I just did like 3-4 missions then stopped. Perhaps I'm too busy with other things, but what other things? I don't really know. Haven't really started studying. My buddies are all rooting for me, but I'm not doing a good job picking up the books. Think I am really gonna fail my PE exam.. haha hope not.
Airbender is out, but rated 1.5 stars only?!!? Seen Sorceror's Apprentice and yes, Ong Bak 3 too. Haha. Dun ask me why I saw that. But one thing I really need to do is refurbish my pinyin book. Its in loose pages now, and needs some serious updating. Perhaps I should take singing or guitar lessons too. Hmm.. hahaha exam also never study wanna go take lessons... faint..
Pant pant...
Wash car again, so tiring. Dunno why I wash also. Tuesday and Wednesday, and probably Monday afternoon have to go site. Haha. Feel like i just 'use meat bun hit dog' (肉包子打狗). But ok la. Nevermind la. Beat bell as long as still monk (做一天和尚撞一天盅). One day still need to clean de. Might as well be today. Maybe park outside the sites on other days. At least achieve something. And learn some chinese also. Got ambition, will accomplish (有志者，事竟成). Hahahaha. Dem jiao (lame).
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